i couldn’t really remember losing sleep over anything before but i’ve been having that kind of nights the past few weeks.
and i really really miss her. but i know better than to. it just wouldn’t do us any good.
i just wish it is that easy.
i’ve never really moved on.
almost three years, and i’ve only changed my passwords now.
3743592. fridjy. fridjy2. ha ha ha ha…
i wish i could really laugh soon. break going thru the motions.
it’s really cold right now…
humbug.
super old composition i never posted. and i can’t remember why i made this. pero syempre i have an idea why :p
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grow up!
why do we have too? do we need to grow up to be mature?
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…i’m seeing someone”
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maybe to some degree of our subconcious, we all hold on and expect that some things would always be the same. and that there are hard constants in our life that we could always go back to…
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